ATTITUDE!!

I have been in a funk lately, everything in life is going well! I shared with my life group last night that I just can't seem to find that one career in life that is going to make me happy. I am not sure that I will until God blesses me with my true calling. I believe it is coming, I know the vision, and I know my mission, but all I hear God saying is wait! I go through times where I think its about to happen for me, and then I hear God say wait some more. This is exactly where God wants me to be, I guess!! It has nothing to do with location, I am happy living where I live. I just wish that He would reveal Himself to me, but then again its not about me! Those of you that are close to me, know that this is something that I have struggled with for a long time I know my calling, and I know my purpose, and I trust in it, but why the waiting game? I titled this blog entry ATTITUDE, simply because as I set today in my pitty party in my little cubical that cost me about $35,000 in a college education only to be put back in the little box, with a telephone and a computer and asked to sale something that I really don't care about, In the midst of my party i looked at my cubical wall to find a posting that was entitled attitude, it simply said, "we can not control many things in life, the rainy days, the means words that others throw, or the way people respond to others, but the one thing we can control is our attitude!" OUCH GOD, you see I am really bored sitting in my cubical making about 100 outbound calls a day, but then I am quickly reminded that attitude is a choice, we can either wollow in despair or choose to just accept where God has us right now, and do as scripture says, and work as if you are working for the Lord, in everything that you are doing. I wish I knew the magical moment that God would say ok you have been faithful here now move on my son, but will it really happen this way? I don't know, all I know is that I have to be content in the calling I have now. So as I took my break, and drank my diet Pepsi Max, and set in my cubical, the caffeine sank in and I learned another valuable lesson from the Holy Spirits leading today, ATTITUDE, we all have them, but its the one thing that we can control, the rest is up to God, so God I wait for You, and when You say move, or You say stay I accept wholeheartedly knowing that YOU have it figured out anyway!